I'm a young, vivacious woman with terrible health. I'd like to blame genetics and situations beyond my control for this, but I know it is partly my fault. I decided I was sick of feeling like "twenty five is the new fifty two," so I changed my diet and lifestyle to help fix my declining health. No one my age should have a blood pressure of 190/110. This is where I write about it.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
This picture is two years old, back when I made some decent money modeling.
I remember looking at it and thinking, “ugh, I look so fat! My arms are huge! I really need to lose more weight!”
I could practically wrap my hands around my waist. You can’t see it here, but you could see the definition of my clavicle and ribs on my chest.
I’d give anything to even be close to what I was then! I think I was about 120lbs. For someone who is 5’8” I think that’s fairly light, but I still felt fat.
When will I be satisfied?
