I'm a young, vivacious woman with terrible health. I'd like to blame genetics and situations beyond my control for this, but I know it is partly my fault. I decided I was sick of feeling like "twenty five is the new fifty two," so I changed my diet and lifestyle to help fix my declining health. No one my age should have a blood pressure of 190/110. This is where I write about it.

 

Miserable

I ate three granola bars this morning because I am depressed and eating is the only thing that gives me feelings these days.

I never knew you could simultaneously feel “full” and “empty.”

What I am doing with my life? Ugh.